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"I don't mind living in a man's body as long as I can be a woman in it." ~VinVin Jacla

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Sunday, April 9, 2017

Signs ("Chasing VinVin" part 2)

If you know me personally, you'd know that I'm a li'l bit superstitious. I always ask God for signs whenever I have unanswered questions. I don't like to ask for the answer itself. I'd like to work my way through getting it.

These past 2 weeks I've been asking God for signs about a question that had been bothering me almost endlessly. I probably already knew the answer to it but I was just being in denial (I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart LOL).

"Should I still continue?"

And He gave me signs in the most unexpected ways all in one night.

Last Thursday night, my friend invited me to have dinner with her at Italianni's Greenbelt 2. I told her I was just gonna have a drink since I'm on a strict diet. I had a very sour fruit juice because I requested for it not to have sugar. Elk. I regretted it.

The first sign....

photo from Google Images

Italianni's is along a strip of restos with live bands playing. It was still a bit early that night so there was just one band performing. The moment I stepped on Greenbelt 2 coming from Greenbelt 1, the female vocalist was already singing the beginning part of the chorus of this iconic 80's song by Klymaxx which made me stifle a laugh as I approached Italianni's.

"Because I'd still say yes to you again
My Darlin' for you, I do it all again
Yes, I'd still say yes to you again
Darlin' for you, I do it over and over again...."


I still wasn't that convinced so after dinner, I went to Fullybooked in Greenbelt 5 to buy "The Book Of Answers" by Carol Bolt. I swear, this book is creepy. It gives the most straightforward answers to questions one might have. I tried it before but it's only now that I got to buy one for myself. It's still wrapped in plastic when I bought it so I didn't get to ask the book my question just yet. I told myself I'd just open it in the car.

As I was walking along the elevated Dela Rosa walkway, something just instantly hit me and made me look up the murals on the ceiling. And there it was....

The second sign....

"Everyday is a second chance."

Whoa...wait a minute....😅😅😅

OK. I told myself that this was just probably a coincidence. I still wasn't that convinced. I still need one more. Just one last more.

The moment I got into my car, I immediately put out "The Book of Answers" and removed the plastic that's wrapped around it. I put the palm of hand on the front cover of the book. I closed my eyes and concentrated on my question. I stroke the edge of the pages of the book until I felt like it was time for me to open it. I opened it and asked my question again. Out loud.

"Should I continue?"

I opened the book.

The third sign....


OMG that's just so creepy. 😂😂😂 It's like God's way of telling me to just STFU, let go of the past, let loose, let bygones be bygones, chill.

And so the following day, I did. 😇😇😇❤❤❤

I love you so much. I love you...so...much...already....

I'm so scared.

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Who is that "gay" I see staring straight back at me...?

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show...who I am inside?