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Wednesday, May 18, 2016

The day I finally met Clint Bondad (my last blog post about him)


I first blogged about Clint Bondad back in 2012 when he was still an up and coming model. I knew he had the potential to be BIG someday and, well, I wasn't wrong, wasn't I?

In 2013, I blogged that he was my newest crush (that's really very Kris Aquino of me, I know LOLZ) and since then I've always been posting stuff about him on my website: from his TV commercials, runway shows, movies, etc.

I just dreamed of meeting him in person someday and lucky for me that somehow happened when I bumped into him along Dela Rosa St. one hot afternoon a few years ago. He looked really hot, tall and hunky in person. He didn't recognize me so we didn't get to say hi to each other. I just looked at him from a far as I was heading to the chapel along Salcedo St. and him to the opposite direction. As I was about to leave the chapel, I asked God if it's possible that once I stepped out I'd still get to see Clint outside. And, surprisingly, God answered my prayer. I saw Clint standing in front of our office building waiting for a cab. But, once more, I was still feeling so shy that I didn't get to say hi to him again. I just walked past him as if he wasn't there. When I looked back, he already boarded a cab.

One time, I received an Instagram notification saying that Clint followed me. I was really very surprised so I immediately sent him a message and thanked him (I'm not sure if he's still following me now, though LOLZ). That gesture really made me very happy. He said a few nice things to me and God knows that those were like the best things I've ever heard from any guy ever. I told him about the incident when I first saw him and he said that I should've not been shy and that I should've at least said "hi." Well, I guess I really should've said "hi." I told him that I hope one day I'll still get to meet him again and that I wouldn't be shy anymore by that time. Teehee!

Fast forward to 2016, this happened. This was during the Century Tuna Superbods event at BGC last April. This photo was 4 years in the making and I would also like to thank my dear friend Mel for this. You were like my Ms. Bulgaria that night. CHOZ!


And thank you so much, Clint. Thank you. ☺☺☺♡♡♡

Anyhow, lemme tell you what happened.

When I arrived at the BGC Amphitheater that night, I immediately searched for Clint's tarpaulin.
Hay....I was actually already contented with just staring at his photo. Close up. Oh, look at that body...and that face.... He's definitely the most handsome guy in the world for me. Even until now.
But I told myself that no...I should grab the chance. This was my night. This was the night. That I should go near the stage and take photos of him. 
And probably to finally say hi as well. Ahihihihihi! I feel so much kilig right now while reminiscing that moment. Teehee!
Clint got down from the stage. This is it....
Clint doing some poses for his fans. And for me? CHOZ!
I'm falling in love again.
When he settled down, I decided to come closer to him. Closer....and then he noticed me! Well, I'm one big, fat becky so I guess I'm that quite noticeable, too, anyway.
Clint decided to flex his muscles for me. LOLZ! No. I'm serious. He really did. Oh, Clint, I just love you so much.
That night was like one of the happiest nights in my entire life. Ever. 
I was just this close to Clint. And he noticed me. And he looked at me. And he smiled at me.
I was even able to hold his hand and talk to him for a few minutes. And, obviously, I was also able to take my much awaited and coveted photo with him. I waited years for that. Literally.
But deep inside I felt a little hopeless and helpless. Hopeless romantic. Helpless romantic. LOLZ!
As we all know, Clint already has a girlfriend and they're really very much happy with each other. And Clint is a very famous celebrity/model now as well. I don't need to blog about him anymore. And as for me...well....I'm just a fan. I'll forever be his fan. That's for sure. But...I dunno.... I don't even know how to translate it in words. This kind of feeling....
I think I'm just really afraid to fall in love with him as in "really" fall in love with him. I can't fall in love with him. I believe I'm in love with him (Isn't it obvious? LOLZ!) but I know I can't. And I shouldn't. I should just be a fan. Just a fan.

So I guess this better be my last blog post about him. This should really be my very last blog post about him. I won't talk about him again ever here on my blog. It's better this way.

I wanna remember him this way. I want my last memory of him to be that night when I first met him in persona at that Century Tuna event at the BGC Amphitheater. Just those happy moments. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Thank you, Clint. I'll really forever be your fan.

And also....

I will love you forever.

Click here for my previous posts about Clint Bondad.

 Mwah! 


X.O.X.O.
VinVin


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