Well, not just someone. There were actually three of them. LOLZ!
I'll be turning 29 this year. Would you believe it? I can't believe it has been that long already. I started blogging when I was still in college...when I was around 17 or 18 years old. And now, more than a decade later, I'm still here. Doing what I really love the most. And, yes, I've also been single for almost 3 decades now. Imagine that! CHOZ!
When I was younger, I thought that everything about adult life was nothing but a bliss. Little did I know that it was gonna be this hard. I've had dreams. I've had goals. I've had aspirations. I wanted to do lots of things. I wanted to achieve a number of things, too. And, I guess, quite more obviously, I wanted to meet the love of my life.
I wanted to have a boyfriend. Wanted.
I mean...who doesn't? Right?
But, as time went by, I slowly realized that it wasn't gonna be that easy. Life wasn't that easy after all. I was a fool to believe that life was fair. That life was easy. That life was just life. I should've known that "living" is altogether a different concept after all. And that it's not simple.
You stumble. You get disappointed. You get sad. You get depressed. You lose faith on other people. You get broken....
I'll probably talk about my frustrations about my career and professional life some other time. But, believe me, I've actually learned to cope up with it thanks to Oprah. She once said that we can actually have everything, but just not all at once. I always keep that in mind.
I just wanna concentrate on the "love" aspect for now. Believe me. I've already tried developing crushes on (and sometimes dated with) a cute/gorgeous guy, a not so gorgeous guy, a discreet gay guy, an older guy, a somewhat younger guy, guys from school, guys in the office, guys with dadbods, etc. etc. etc. None of them just worked out. I dunno why. LOLZ!
My friends tell me that the reason why I'm still single is because I have high standards when it comes to guys. I'm telling you. I don't. The guy that I like right now has a dadbod, has pimples, has grizzly hair, doesn't look hygienic, and the least goes on. But he has the most mysterious, most beautiful eyes (and eyebrows) that I've ever seen in my entire life. And he's a gentleman. And that's why I like him.
See!!! I'm no longer superficial! I used to only like models. Male models. Now...I'm learning to have a crush on normal guys. Teehee!
The problem is...he's straight and he has a girlfriend. So I'm like...uhhh....can we move on to the next guy please?
But my question now is...who's this "next" guy?
I dunno. LOLZ!
I just wanna fall in love again before I reach 30. And this time, I hope it's with the right guy. I know there really is no such thing as a "right" guy but at least there's this idea of someone that I should aim for: the "right" guy. My future boyfriend.
And to help me show you what my idea of my future boyfriend is, lemme share with you these awesome photos that I saw on Facebook describing the kinda guy whom we (girls and gays alike) should/could fall in love with.
I'm not saying that these are the some sort of standards that we should look for in a guy. Because, c'mon, it would probably take us ages before we could actually find a guy whose qualities are close enough with the ones mentioned below. That is if we're lucky enough to find one as well.
All I'm saying is...if I were to fall in love with a guy again....
I would love that guy to be someone who....
And I think I already have an idea who that "right" guy is.
Jejejejejejeje! Pagbigyan! Nangangarap lang! LOLZ!
Thank you in advance, Lord. I love you.
♥ Mwah! ♥
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