Dreaming of MCEC and BB

November 7, 2009

I had a couple of weird dreams this week.

First was with MCEC. He was wearing a white shirt (as he always does...in my dreams and in person). He was holding a piece paper (I have no idea what it is) and his eyebrows were kinda like cringing or something. I dunno if that piece of paper troubled him. Or if I was the one troubling him.

BUT GOD KNOWS THAT I DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE.

And the second one was with BB. BB's kinda like...well...my new crush in the office. LOLZ! Fine. You're right. He knows about it. And besides, I started liking him even back in college. But it's just all that. Nothing more, nothing less. Well...BB was smiling in my dreams. And I dunno why. I don't talk to him that much in the workplace. I'm pretty much a very "suplada" and "masungit" person, I know.

Well...seems like those two dreams are so the opposite of each other. I wonder what those dreams were actually telling me.

Hmmm...as if I care. I have lotsa important things to do. Like finding a way to get out of where I'm at right now. I so don't wanna see MCEC again. And some people that I...well...I can't tell.

Too bad I kinda like my new boss. He's so cute, even though he's already almost twice my age. And he's really really really nice. And our editor-in-chief is also one of the nicest bosses in the world. As in. He's very down-to-earth and so open to almost everything. He's a professional. Both of them are. I so so so like them, the way that I admired and respected Sirs JC and CJ (yeah, seems like an anagram, I know) before.

But...oh, well. I'm not gonna decide on something when I'm emotional. That's my motto. I love my job. SO MUCH. I just...don't like how other people would put down the other in front of everyone. SO OFF. But I'm not gonna let that affect me. I also have another principle in life. TO NEVER GET MAD. I don't get mad, unless it has something to do with a guy. Because if you do me wrong, and a guy that I like is involved, well...

Oh, well. This post was just about MCEC and BB. Sorry if I became off-tangent a little.